Charactor

it's quite difficult for me to make a good relationship with others. not olny shy of people who meet first, but also i feel fear to keep in touch with them ever after i have some time with them. the reason is i don't have any idea, technique, atractivity and background, so i feel hussle to communicate with them. and it makes the matter worse, my attitude makes them to avoid to talk with me. this my fault is serious and it makes my whole life sick and tired.

Actually i want to make and keep good relationship with others. but this inconsistency is my big concern, especially because i'll go to the JOCV institute and have some group lessons with the other trainees from the beginning of next year.