Just now

Now, i'm having a group lesson of the PC engineering and how to lecture the residental engineers. The lesson mates are the members who will have the almost same job and go several countries. (but none of them will go to Bhutan which is my host country.)

To be honest, since i took this lesson, i've been afraid that if i can really do my work in Bhutan. Because i've realized that i have less skill about computars than others that take the same lesson. And of course i also have a poor skill about lecturing.

Before that i didn't take it so seriously, but i'm losing my confidence as this lesson goes...

hmmm...