Write and Use Lots of English Like Shower!!!

やあ、ひさしぶり、皆様、いかがおすごしすか。とりあえず、入所してから書き溜めていたJournalを一括で更新。ただ、語学のLessonが本格化してからなんかもう余裕なくなってしまって、いやまじで。ほんとに。いろんな意味で余裕なしです。そうはいってもがんばんなきゃならんのです。というわけで、いままでの分をとりかえすのと、Practiceをかねてちょっと長めのCitingなんだぜ。
はい、できるかぎり、ちからのかぎり此処もがんばるよ。

There is a big ditch in between imagination and reality. For instance, even if someone said that “I give you back the money I borrowed from you in my dream yesterday”, there are no people who accept that. If there is a person who can accept that, I want to be his/her friend. However such kind of person may say “give me back the money I rent you in my dream yesterday.”
In your dream, it is easy to do anything. Giving back the money you borrowed is the easiest thing. Moreover, giving back 1 bn yen is as easy as giving back 100 yen. Flying the sky and speaking English fluently are also easy. And there is no difference in difficulty between English and Swahili. What I have to do is just to imagine speaking fluently in stead of speaking actually. You don’t need any language ability to imagine that you can speak other foreign language.
It’s just like as you can imagine operating an airplane even if you don’t know how to operate it. Of course you can imagine that you crash to the ground as you operate it in spite of you don’t know how to operate.
Also you can be anything in your imagination. You can imagine that you’ll be a cat like SOSEKI Natsume and you’ll be an insect like Kafuka. Though I don’t know the reason, there are few people who will imagine being the Great Bear, a triangle, an imaginary number, and so on. They have no clue how to imagine being these things.
But on the other hand, there are some things you can imagine easily like being a rich guy. When I think about it, I wonder how to learn to imagine that.
Though there are some people who think it is because things like the Great Bear are too far from me to imagine, they won’t image being your pen or being your small intestine. (Your intestine is very familiar to you.) In comparison to that, you can imagine something unbelievable like that you were the same as god or a part of universe.
I guess you can’t understand why you are like that even if you read out to the end.